Friday, October 31, 2014

Tuesday, October 28, 2014


It´s morning. I just got up.

I feel the ultimate desire to text you. Just something. Anything. So you can answer.

Your answer means the world. Every time. Your answer means that I still am relevant.

Relevant to you.

I´m typing a message. Just nonsense, it´s about the show we watched together yesterday.
(On the couch. So close to each other.)
This is when the real frenzy begins. Waiting.
My phone lies next to me, I take it in my hand every other second and check whether there is a new message. There´s none.

I get up, walk around, do things. The phone makes a noise. I´m dying inside. Can´t touch it. Have to though. The message is not from you. I´m relieved.

Some time later am I cool about it. Don´t have to stare at the stupid phone all the time.

It makes a noise. I look at the display. You replied. Finally.

My heart jumps.

I´m ready to play the game all over again.

Monday, October 27, 2014

since last time.

A new sweater

Getting ready.

#latergram with my beautiful ladies

 The last seminar I´m attending 4-eva eva. As a student.

Heavy rain.

The fist pot of tea I made at home this season.

Fleamarket finds.

Saturday, October 25, 2014

moment of light

I had a moment of light the other day. My days had been grey and I felt sadness creeping in. A little more everyday. 
On Thursday did I sit in the library, like every other day during work days. I counted the pages I have written so far, for my master thesis. I had never done that before. I keep the chapters in single documents, so I don´t loose control over what I have so far. The number of pages was 57.

57. My mood turned around 180° immediately. Before my thoughts were going like that: "I will never finish this. I can´t see the end. This process and the thesis will eat me alive." Afterwards did I think: "How on earth will I be able to push everything which I still have to write into only 23 pages?". The limit is 80 pages, the must 60. I was so motivated, I felt like I could run a marathon easily right away.

I felt warm luck flowing through me. I sat down and thanked God for hearing me.


Tuesday, October 21, 2014

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Wednesday, October 15, 2014


Dear Malala,

I might be out a little late with this, but I wanted to congratulate you on the Nobelprize and tell you that I am proud of you. Your example sends signs into this world, all over this world, and I am sure that a lot of people will see them.

Your story will wake up people, I hope, and encourage more girls and women to fight for their rights.

Please continue to fight and stay strong. I hope, you´re happy these days.

Sincerely, Malina

Ps.: Namoi´s got nothing on you. ;)

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